Services
Religious Trauma
Religious trauma occurs more often than one may think, and it’s after-effects may leave you feeling disoriented. You may have been impacted by religious trauma if you’ve experienced the following:
You were kicked out of or left a church community
You experienced a highly controlling religious environment where you had to contort yourself into someone they approved of
You struggle with your sense of identity outside of a religious environment
You may have been impacted by purity culture in which you were held to the ideal of “saving yourself for marriage” with rules about what you were allowed (or not allowed) to do with your body
You may have had rigid rules that were expressly stated… or maybe not stated at all leaving you feeling confused, hurt, misunderstood, angry, or rejected
You may have had your time and resources exploited leaving you feeling used and undervalued
I want to help you work through those disorienting and disillusioning effects of religious trauma and to help you find your way back to yourself.
Childhood Trauma or Wounding
Trauma or wounding can happen in a million subtle ways that our little child selves interpret to mean a lot of different things. Some of the things that may have led to your own childhood trauma or wounding may include:
Not having enough food available
Being emotionally punished
Sexual abuse
Being talked down to or humiliated
Having a parent who is an alcoholic or uses other substances
Being bullied in school
Witnessing a parent or sibling being abused
Going thorough a parent’s divorce
Feeling as though you had to fix everything
Being told that you were “mature” so your needs were often overlooked
Having high achieving expectations from your parents
Childhood trauma or wounding can have profound and damaging effects and your experience is worth talking about. You may think, “It wasn’t that bad…” or “Others have experienced more difficult things than I have.” Either way, you may find that those experiences linger with you, and its effects will show up in your adult life until you process through those events.
Attachment-Related Family of Origin Issues
Every family has it’s own dynamics which creates a map for how you will engage the world. You may struggle with attachment if you experience the following:
People-Pleasing tendencies
Avoid conflict
Hyper-independence
Feelings of helplessness
You parent your parent
Your needs and emotions were dismissed as a kid
You get anxious when you sense emotional distancing from someone
You shut off your emotions when things feel hard
You cut people out easily
You have a hard time getting over things
You ruminate over everything you may have done wrong
As an adult, you may have some relational patterns stemming from these internal maps that make it hard to make and keep friends, to engage in conflict in healthy ways, or to have a long term partner.
Other Services Include:
Anxiety, Life Transitions, Grief, Sexual Trauma, Unhealthy Relationship Patterns, and Dissociation.
We may be a good fit to work together if you…
Open to the Process of Change
I love working with folks who are open to the process of change. Change is not an event, but a process that occurs over time. I’m a believer that lasting change demands that we slow down a bit and get clear about what’s happening.
I’m interested in working with people who can invest in themselves by being willing to take a longer-term approach to change, to get curious, dig deep, and find what we need to find. The process of change will not always be linear or fully clear. It requires you to show up with your whole self for this to work well.
Curious About Yourself
Curiosity is what leads us to those moments of recognition about what is truly happening in your life. The “Aha!” moments come only when we sit with something you’re feeling or thinking and allow them room to speak to us. In that space of getting curious, we can find out what’s hidden below the surface and move towards what may be stuck or has been avoided that needs to be seen.
Interested in Entering Your Story
Coming to therapy is like exploring a story and also like creating it as we go. Your story is essential to the work we will do because it will tell us so much about who you are, what makes you tick, where you have incurred harm, and what your needs are. Your story will inform us about what’s not working and how we can journey together to create a new narrative along the way.
I love working with people who come prepared to offer their story because it’s in this space that the work comes alive.
Side Note:
I prioritize my efforts towards creating an inclusive environment that is anti-racist, LGBTQIA+ affirming, weight inclusive, sex-positive, feminist, pro-immigrant, neurodiversity-affirming, and disability justice-oriented. I aim to welcome all who enter my office as a safe space where you can be who you are fully. I know I won’t always get it right and when I don’t, I invite you to help me better understand how I can grow in creating a more equitable and inclusive space.
I cannot offer 24/7 intervention crisis and am therefore unsuitable to assist with active suicidality, serious mental illness, active addiction, or active eating disorder intervention. If you are a resident of Spokane, WA please call 211 or 988 for assistance finding the right care if any of the aforementioned applies to you.
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